and I’m only now overhearing this from another room
“oh yeah, he had a stomach hernia when he was born. And then the doctors thought he had meningitis.”
good to know mum, thanks
He’s the loveliest guy I’ve ever met and I’m so lucky to have him in my life. <3

The Last Song I’m Wasting On You - Evanescence
Sparkling grey,
They’re my own veins.
Any more than a whisper,
Any sudden movement of my heart.
And I know, I know I’ll have to watch them pass awayJust get through this day
Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
That’s too much guilt to paySickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I’d never hurt you that wayYou’re just so pretty in your pain
Give up my way, and I could be anything
I’ll make my own way
Without your senseless hate… hate… hate… hate.So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good.
I can’t hear your screams anymoreYou lied to me
But I’m older now
And I’m not buying babyDemanding my response
Don’t bother breaking the door down
I found my way outAnd you’ll never hurt me again.
In my opinion, this is vocally the strongest and most moving Evanescence song, Amy Lee is brilliant and I’m sad it was just a B-Side because it is stunning towards the end.
(Source: trueh)